Incalculable Singularity—A Creative Journey out of My Autistic Rage

I write in fear.

A storyteller tormented by a cataclysm fiercer than any conflict residing in the heart of my most intrepid hero.

Every word I write, every character I create, every plot I conceive—escapes out of the bottomless, endless abyss of my autistic soul.

The whirlwind of my imagination exists in this abyss—a void that traps and holds my vision and creative imagination, refusing to release the spirit of my stories without a battle of unspeakable dimensions.

It is because of this conflict that I am fearful.

For so long much of my life has been seized and held captive by the irresistible force of this interminable void.

Even now, after so many years of intense pressure and ache, I am compressed smaller and smaller into an emptiness of what once was, and what will be.

I am the same, unchanged by the spectacle of yesterday, unaltered by the vision of tomorrow.

Yet, within the clarity of a merciless vortex, I spin violently, moving at the speed of thought, warmed by an eternal light, destined to war against the only enemy able to defeat my invincibility—time.

Only by the grace of God do my stories manage to escape.  Only through his mercy is my imagination able to defeat such a violent fury.

I am joyful that my stories not only abscond such a cold prison, but they manage to gain life and take on significance in the minds of others.

I am the American Storyteller—a warrior poet who carves and engraves the words of honorable worlds, never before imagined, out of an icy reality absent of warmth or touch.

The fear I write and create with is the dread of the unknown lost, the lonely plea in the melody of the whip-poor-will, the cry of the starving child.

As my fingers tap the keys of my typewriter, their urgency increases.  My fingers tap the keys stronger, more frequent, until, at last, they pound on the keys the meaning of my life.  The implications and values residing in the echoing depths of my imaginings desperately claw to escape the endless void of my rage.

Often, I wish my mind could be free of such a ferocious abyss.  I wish autism’s cold vacuum did not encircle me and imprison my fresh creativity, holding captivity my incalculable singularity.

I suppose I am a miracle—a traveler who has navigated across, and through impossible places and arrived at a destination where Life and Truth tell an ancient love story across the Way of an infinite universe.

It is here—in the finite substance of my soul—where I tell a story of yesterday and today, of hero and villain, of unrelenting romance in faraway castles.

It is here—in the mortality of my flesh and blood—where I write military romance books, romantic fiction books, political romance novels, and even baseball romance books.

If I am to live with the curse of autism, then let my stories of love and life be my treasures, and my military romance and thriller novels be the cures for my disease.

I am the Great American Storyteller—and I have a story to tell.

 

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Musings of the Great American Storyteller—My Commentaries on Res Publica

Heel, Merriam-Webster, and Twitter

President Trump released a tweet Saturday in which he misspelled the word “heal.”

As always, President Trump grasps the powerful consciousness of any action he takes.

Certainly, the president of the Unites States can have someone proofread his tweets.  However, the fact that he misspells words in his tweets (this isn’t the first time) allows the powerful influence of humanity to saturate his twitter message.

There’s a powerful psychology happening when a word is misspelled on a tweet, especially one that is the focus of his message.

When one sees the tweet, they are left with a conviction that the President himself did, in fact, send the tweet, not some White House staffer, and gives the tweet message much more consequence and weight to his supporters and potential backers than if it had been spelled perfect.

To then have his enemies attack him for his imperfection brings him to the level of humanity that people can relate to.

As the great American Storyteller, I appreciate this humanity.  It is the central component I seek to convey in every word I inscribe and every story I tell.

Only a quality leader would take such a risk—to expose his vulnerability, the better to touch and connect at the emotional level of his constituency.

A higher quality leader—like Trump—is able to grasp the psychological components at play.

Jerry Lewis—the Ageless Twelve-Year-Old

When I learned that Jerry Lewis died, I was left sad and hurt.

It’s a sad day for comedy, and for humanity.

No matter what you thought of him, Jerry Lewis was a giant of a man, in both talent and compassion.

Born Joseph Levitch, in Newark, New Jersey, by his twenties he’d already become a Hollywood star, partnering with Dean Martin to produce some of the best slapstick comedy in history.

After their partnership ended, Lewis went on to have a successful solo career, writing, directing, and starring in numerous box office hits, including The Nutty Professor.

However, it was in his philanthropic undertakings—highlighted by his stint as national chairman of and spokesman for the Muscular Dystrophy Association, from 1952 to 2011—where he shined brightest.  Over the course of sixty years, he raised over $2.6 billion in donations for the cause and arguably saved, and/or extended the lives of many children, who otherwise would have suffered and died without hope.

The world is darker with Jerry Lewis gone, and nowhere near as funny.

And I—the American Storyteller—am left searching for a long-ago laughter to make me feel the emotions of a child.

 

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Amid the Passive Acquiescence of All: The Path Toward Civil War

War is an ugly thing, but not the ugliest of things. The decayed and degraded state of moral and patriotic feeling, which thinks that nothing is worth war, is much worse. The person who has nothing for which he is willing to fight, nothing that is more important than his own personal safety, is a miserable creature and has no chance of being free unless made free and kept so by the exertions of better men than him. (sic)

—John Stewart Mill

I recognize the noble sacrifice of the Minutemen, the modern patriots who have upheld the sacred truths of the Declaration of Independence without benefit of recognition or gratitude. It is because of our fellow citizens that I write these words with faith and hope. They are the Minutemen who protect the United States.

Our great struggle today is not against a ruthless king, nor against a kingdom on foreign soil. Our great war is against an oppressive bureaucracy that has stifled economic growth, destroyed the basic idea of patriotism, failed to provide for the common defense, failed to establish domestic tranquility, and corrupted the self-evident truths of a Free People. A de facto government has seized power, bringing much ruin to America’s value of life, liberty, and pursuit of happiness.

If the emancipation of a people is enough to bring about civil war in 1861, then it must be enough to justify war today. Does one group of people deserve emancipation and another not?

If freedom is enough reason to declare a war of independence in 1776, then how can we fail to answer the call for war today and forever lose the occasion to reclaim our stolen freedoms?

Is the citizen in 1776 more important than today’s citizen? When is the moment of revolution?

When does corruption become so intolerable that death’s coldness is a far better choice?

The moment of declaration—the momentous plea for revolution—calls to this generation.

We cannot sit idly by and watch the destruction of our most delicate freedoms. To go along with such unforgivable acts is wrong. Let the words of Tacitus remind us of the dangers of apathy.

A shocking crime was committed on the unscrupulous initiative of a few individuals, with the blessing of more, and amid the passive acquiescence of all.

We—The Patriots of Liberty—charge this government on the below listed offences:

Laboring to remove personal responsibility

Failing to control the large-scale growth of government

Devastating traditional American values and individual liberty

Devaluing the money system of the people of the United States

Degrading the office of the Presidency of the United States

Creating governmental policy to deny citizens the right to keep and bear arms

Over taxation of the citizenry

Murdering the weakest of its people

Accomplishing the emancipation of an enslaved people through the enslavement of another people

Using skin color to divide our nation

Promoting class and cultural warfare among its people

Let us not be fearful, but stand together as one and declare our liberty.

I, as a citizen soldier, stand ready to defend my country against any force threatening its independence.

We, as a people, must pledge our futures and our lives to each other.

Let us be vigilant to safeguard our country against those who would prey upon the most innocent of our citizens in the name of big government and power.

Let us be brave and resist the yoke of oppression. Let us not be so desperate to preserve our security that we lose our freedom.

Publius

 

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President Trump Is Not Ignoring Spanish Speakers—He Just Wants Them to Speak English

There exists a recent AP pseudo-journalistic piece by Jill Colvin and Luis Alonso Lugo, entitled “Trump’s White House all but ignoring Spanish speakers.”

Oh give me a fracking break.

I’m a Latino from Spain and Italy—a third generation US Citizen who has been fully and completely assimilated into the USA culture.

I don’t feel ignored by any stretch.

Neither do I believe that President Trump’s White House has written off the Latino vote, even it is a false allegation, based on a flawed premise.  To be accurately referenced a Latino, one must have originated from the region of central Italy known as Latium, wherein Roma was founded.  It is from this region, on the banks of the Tiber River, where the tribe of the Latins was born.

Nonetheless, President Trump will never give up on US Citizens, regardless of their ethnicity.  It would go against everything he campaigned on.

All the Trump White House is saying is what he said on the campaign trail: “We have a country, where, to assimilate, you have to speak English.”

I totally agree, and have lived this way my whole life.

From an early age, I was compelled by my Father (who happened to be a JFK liberal) to speak English, and live and breathe like a USA Citizen.

I can speak Spanish—and I do.  Fluently.

However, the White House is correct.

We are a country founded by White Protestants, and English is the language that must be demanded in our USA culture.

Assimilation is the duty of every US Citizen.

Assimilation does not mean that I sacrifice my heritage, it means that I prioritize our USA culture.

I am a third-generation US Citizen of Latin ancestry.

I am Octavius—I am Publius—I am the voice of the legal immigrant—and I kiss the ground of our Country every single day.

Immigration without assimilation is invasion.

—Bobby Jindal

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Stabbing a President and Shooting Republicans—The Violence of the Leftist Agenda

Minority Leader Nancy Pelosi, D-Calif., called comments from Republicans blaming the left’s rhetoric for Wednesday’s attack on a GOP congressional baseball practice in Virginia “outrageous.” The attack wounded five, including Majority Whip Steve Scalise, R-La., who is in critical condition at a Washington hospital.

And the comments, innuendos, direct accusations, and unsubstantiated allegations of the Democrats against the President of the United States are not offensive and outrageous?

For Minority Leader Pelosi to attempt to lecture anyone on the decorum owed the high offices of the Legislative Branch of our Government is far more outrageous than anything being said about the evil shooting of Republicans that took place in Virginia.

If anything, history speaks directly against her assertions and thoroughly supports the comments of the Republicans.

Calling a spade a spade is not outrageous—it is truth.

Leftism develops to socialism; socialism progresses to communism.

This is beyond dispute.

Throughout history, the malicious progression from leftism to communism is violent, bloody, and has cost the lives of millions.  For instance, from the Great Proletarian Cultural Revolution, to the Great Leap Forward, an estimated 70 million died under the fierce rule of Mao Zedong’s proposed “Chinese societal elevation.”

Communism fared no better in Russia.  Under Joseph Stalin’s communistic experiment violence and blood spilt in equal quantity.

Lest we forget, Hitler’s gang of butchers, slaughterers, and murderers, called their political party the NSDAP—The National Socialist German Workers’ Party (Nationalsozialistische Deutsche Arbeiterpartei).

Violence and bloodshed run hand in hand with the leftist agenda.  At each level of its vicious development, leftism cultivates the worst of human nature, and impacts humanity at the most critical juncture—life and death.

Our Republic is being assaulted by a leftist extremism born in far off lands.  Because of the deliberate practice of our government to leave our borders unsecured and not demand that those coming to our country illegally at the very least assimilate, they have brought with them false ideologies grounded upon the philosophies of leftism, socialism, and communism.

What is occurring in our country—the divisiveness, the hate, the vitriol—is not by accident.

From despicable plays, music videos, and internet campaigns depicting violence against our president, the leftist agenda is raising its evil hand and smearing its message across our country in the most vicious of ways.

More and more—it is spreading real violence against our People.

If we do not gain control of the leftist agenda, and entirely reinstate the principles placed into our Constitution by the Founders, the hate, discord, and violence playing out in our homes and streets will only get worse.

History proves my words.

May we heed history’s warning.

Publius

“A revolution is not a dinner party, or writing an essay, or painting a picture, or doing embroidery; it cannot be so refined, so leisurely and gentle, so temperate, kind, courteous, restrained and magnanimous. A revolution is an insurrection, an act of violence by which one class overthrows another.”

—Mao Zedong, February 1927

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Cultural Death—The Confusion of the Citizen USA Hater and the Systematic Leftist Agenda to Destroy Our Culture

New York became the first state to ensure detained illegal aliens have legal representation—a right once solely provided to US Citizens.

The amount of USA hatred in New York, New York is overwhelming.

For a Citizen of our Republic to hate the USA can stem from ignorance or confusion, or a number of other illogical possibilities.

It can also materialize from an understandable confusion as to what the Republic of the United States is and what it stands for.

In 1776, the Republic of the United States courageously and boldly declared that all men are created equal, endowed by their Creator with unalienable Rights, first among these being Life, Liberty, and the pursuit of Happiness.  This set a precedency born out of the civil conflicts cultivated and fought for by the Roman Republic in antiquity.

Although the Republic of Rome fell ultimately to the faintness of the human condition and became an Empire, I had always hoped that the modern United States Republic would be able to overcome their disadvantage and conquer many of the ills of humanity which led them to dispel such a great and noble aspiration.

In the end, the biggest sickness and infection the Roman Republic suffered from was the loss of its culture.  People no longer believed Liberty exceeded their security in importance, precipitated by an influx of different mental dispositions and cultural directions.

The same circumstance transpired four hundred years later when the Empire lost its cultural identity, due to foreign ideas littering its cultural landscape.

In both instances, the loss of culture directly led to the demise of the idea of the cultural and the perverted identification of a civilization.

While the residence of ideology is in the mind, the reasons for the demise of a cultural rarely resides solely in the mind.  Ideology that is hateful to its own host culture is a cancer that is bred into its fabric.

Self-hate—the likes we are witnessing throughout the Republic of the United States did not come by accident.  It arrived on our shores by the hesitancy of our society and our governing entities to enforce the laws that govern our boundaries.  This issue is further compounded by the constant hesitancy to mandate assimilation as part of the process of citizenship.

In both Roman cases, the malady could easily have been prevented.  Likewise, in the modern United States, the self-hate leading to cultural death could easily have been prevented.

The strength of a culture is not centered on all people looking physically alike.

However, the strength of a culture is centered on all people being united within its cultural significance.

When this is ignored, then what ensues is the abolition of all privileges and truths of citizenship.

New York has become the first state to ensure alien people are provided the sacred right which only a citizen should be privileged to, and then are forcing the Citizens of our Republic to pay for such a benefit.

This level of evil could only come about by deliberate political actions throughout the executive, legislative, and judicial branches of a corrupt, self-serving government, and an equally corrupt state government.

It is because of such corrupt politicians that President Thomas Jefferson declared “every generation needs a revolution.”

If we are to save our beloved Republic, we must become wiser and secure our borders, thereafter preserve the value of Citizenship.

If not, we will be forced to heed President Jefferson’s good wisdom.

Publius

  

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Dreamworld—A Summary on How to Fight the Perverted Leftist Ideology of FDR and LBJ

House Republicans on Monday released their plan to repeal and replace the ACA.

The biggest challenge for the administration is to get the GOP aligned with some of the features that support the right direction and still keep them in line when certain aspects of the plan are “redlined.”

At this point no plan is going to be perfect—however, certain aspects of the plan are moving in the right direction.

No one’s going to get “everything” they want.  The idea is to get enough corrected so that–over time–we can salvage a financially appropriate percentage of loss.

Insurances don’t lose, so thinking we can broker a deal where an insurance is going to lose money in the long run is immature.

I don’t agree with public insurance of any kind.  Privatization is much more American than any health care plan that will be drawn up, but I am of the belief that that ship has sailed.

FDR ensured an entitlement state and, if there was any doubt that a “welfare mentality” and an “entitlement system” had been created, LBJ blew that to hell with his so-called utopian minded “Great Society.”

As cold hearted as this will sound (I’m as compassionate as LBJ) I believe people who can do for themselves must do so, even to the endurance of great pain, and those who cannot do for themselves must be cared for by the state.

This sort of thinking is what is necessary if we are to stop the financial hemorrhaging the Republic is going through.

It won’t happen.

Because of the cultural shift caused by our acceptance of leftism, cosmopolitanism, multi-culturalism, and all the other flawed ideologies of those who wish to restructure a society absent of all the perceived ills their warped, liberal view deduces, our Republic is no longer capable of thinking along the lines of Free People.  Thus, our Republic is forced to suffer through more incremental “political and economic surgeries” before we can even begin to go about the hard business of ridding ourselves of such evil, half-baked, flawed systems which were introduced into our fabric by FDR, LBJ, and expanded upon by the modern leftists of today.

There are no perfect societies.  There are no heavens on physical earth.

These perfect places exist only in the spiritual realm, governed by higher, wiser minds then those which occupy the physical realm.

If the leftist demand we remove all spiritual faiths and concepts from our government—their attack on Christianity being their focus—then why do they then demand that a morality based on their warped spiritual conceptions be adopted by our consciousness?

It is absurd to believe our government should be the source that insures every Citizen in the Republic.

Yet, this is the dilemma we are faced with.

The leftists will not easily relinquish their perverted gains, which they believe are a betterment to society.

This leaves little choice but to force us to engage in a political, economic war the likes that should have been fought for the past one hundred and fifty years.

We must not grow weary of the fight.

The Ideological War is just beginning.

We must be strong—for the good of the Republic.

Or it will die.

Publius

 

 

 

 

 

 

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